two days... & Wedding Pictures!!

I'm getting Married in TWO DAYS!!!! crazy right. i'm so excited to have benjamin lee chambers as my husband in a few days. we are going to have so much fun together. he is the best thing that has happened to me... EVER. He keeps me company while i clean, takes care of me when i scrape chunks of skin off my knees (literally), gives me hugs when i am sad for no reason, reminds me to take my medicine, lets me sleep when he drives even though i don't let him sleep when i drive (because he's great like that--and i'm mean). he also does super nice things for me like gives me amazing back massages, let's me sleep on his shoulder, doesn't mind it when i make faces at people... smiles at me when i'm sad, kisses my forehead, and it just all around awesome. And he comforts me when i'm freaked out by something scary or weird. AND he shares food with me! (more than i can say) and he doesn't care that i don't wear makeup and that my hair is crazy. i just love him. more stuff?? yes.. --he is great when it comes to this wedding stuff. he is so supportive and kind about everything. and he helps me plan our party which is so fun to do with him. We also take precious pictures with each other and he smiles for the camera. better than some people can say about their husbands. aren't we cute? ;)

can you believe i'm going to be somebody's wife in a few days. cool huh?

more pics to come! :) (after the actual wedding-these are just teasers from our bride&groom session)

really REALLY bad BAD dream. (sorry it's so long)

so, i had a super sad/scary dream last night... here is how it went...
DREAM:
first off, it all started at the wedding reception at my house, which apparently (in my dream) was happening before the sealing.. guess who was there... nobody. just a couple random people helping with food and ME. No ben, no family, no anyone. I was alone... my dress was huge and my G's were hanging out all over the place, the back of my dress was BLUE PAISLEY, the front the beaded stuff i chose, but it was sooo heavy and so stiff (exact opposite of what is being made for me). my dress is flowy and definitely NOT blue paisley. so, i'm in the house, there is a swimming pool in the boys' room, emma's room has the bunkbed (like normal) but she wont let me in to go change. a few guests arrive (i don't know who they were) and i'm still in gym shorts and have nasty hair no make up, and i look like i've been working in the back yard all day.. I finally get into my bogus dress, people like the flowers, food and all but still... what is missing?? yes. BEN. he was no where to be found.. 1/2 way through the dream i decided that i had been stood up. first time in my life and it had to be on my wedding day. so gay. well, a little while later, still not very many people at my party (which i guess is a good thing, since i'm being stood up) and the ben rolls up in this bogus van with his brother who is supposed to be on a mission... Apparently in my dream Tommy comes home because there was no companion to give him. kinda bittersweet b/c he can be there for the "dream wedding" but he had to come home from the mish... anyway. ben comes up and i don't even know what to do. i am so sad/mad/sad/sad/really sad/really mad. I felt like those girls that get sent home on the finale of "the bachelor"...
then he started to explain that he was doubting and really worried about getting married to me but then he finally decided that he would... so he came. i told him to go get dressed and he put on this BOGUS PINK/Purple/ugly striped suit (to go beautifully with my blue paisley dress). I wanted to die. I made him go change, but he ended up going swimming in the boys' room. it was weird. that's when i woke up.

REAL LIFE:
It was 7:45am (i have to work at 8am) so i didn't have any time to mentally recover from this horrible dream. I rushed to work and the first thing i did was text ben and have this conversation with him:
Natalie: Ben. You had better not stand me up at our wedding. I would die. then i'd kill you. I just woke up from the worst dream ever. My dress was blue paisley and your brother came home from his mish early b/c they didn't have a comp for him.
Ben: I'm sorry you had a bad dream. Do you really think i would stand you up?
Natalie: Well, i am a lot to handle sometimes... but no. It was just so real.
Ben: Natalie, if i was going to bail out i would have done it a long time ago. I need you to realize that i don't just love you for your strengths but for your weaknesses too. i love everything about you.
Natalie: BEST TEXT EVER. i love you.
Ben: oh yeah, and the fact that i pretty much can't live without you.
the convo goes on, but that's the end of the relevant stuff.
i'm sorry this is so long.. i just had to get it out of my system. i'm also sorry this post has no pictures... i'll try and find one by the end of it..

ok, so things i attribute bad dreams to:

• having to go pee (when i was little, if i would be screaming, my mom would wake me up [kinda] take me to the bathroom, i'd go, then she'd take me back to bed and i'd be fine again)

• not having my ring on (ben took it last night so it can be cleaned before the big day- i feel like people look at me and wonder if we broke it off)

• wearing my retainer (some days it makes me feel like i can't breathe--then i find it under my pillow when i wake up)

that's all. thanks for reading.. if you made it all the way through, i'll give you something good. like a frosty or something.. just call me. :)
p.s. i found a picture... these are my "shoes" for the wedding: stylish i know.. ;)

19 Days!! (the annoucement)

HERE IT IS!!!!

Announcements have been sent out and I really apologize if you didn't get one... After ordering, stuffing, stamping, sealing, mailing like a million invites some of them are bound to be lost/forgotten/returned to us... so hopefully that wasn't yours. =] Anyway, here's the info... We'd love for you to come to one of our events... below is our low-key second open house in Orem for our Northern Utah Family/Friends PLEASE COME if you can! Anyway, we're super excited to share in this life-changing event we are going to do... (sounds weird, but you know what i mean) Anyway. thanks for the love/support. You're the greatest. 19 days. i love ben. i'm eating poptarts. all that jazz. =] adios!

--OPEN HOUSE INFO--

Saturday, September 11, 2010 | 6:00 pm-8:00 pm
Draper Home
1176 West 560 North
Orem, Utah 84057

precious.

More Engagements!! hope you like them. i think we're pretty precious, but hey, that's just me. I'm not telling which one is on our announcements because i want it to be a surprise.. :) it's about the only secret i can keep.. (not a very good one, i know) haha anyway. hope you guys enjoy. I'm off to k-town, USA this weekend for the 4th.. it should be a blast! (if my camera decides to behave, we'll post some pictures when we get back. adios! hope everyone has a great LONG weekend!! i know i will!

aren't we just precious..? can't wait for this guy to be my husband. he's amazing in case anyone was wondering. but you probably already knew that.

BOY, WHY are you SMILING?--

Dear world, sorry i haven't blogged in so long.. i've been super duper busy with school, work and wedding planning. lame excuses i know. HA! anyway, here are some pictures from recent events. aka: engagement pictures (out of 600, we'd better have a least a few good ones), making THREE TIMES more cheesecake than i was supposed to, snow on May TWENTY FOURTH!!!!!, Trip to California (only picture is with my Asian BFF's), and visiting Ann Marie & Larry's new baby MAX!! He's adorable! Anyway.. here are all the pictures. Hopefully you can tell which event goes with which picture. More to come... SOrry i haven't been good about doing this... i should have more time since i'm done with school. you'll see more engagements after i mail out the invites... i wouldn't want to ruin the surprise! =] haha hope you enjoy the pictures. I absolutely LOVE ALL OF THEM! (the ones below.. not all 600 engagements) :) adios for now.



More to come at the pink wall... these are the precious ones at sundance! thanks a ton to my sister HALIE! for taking all these for us! she's amazing.
TTFN--Ta Ta For Now... :) [yes, i babysit little girls who LOVE winnie the pooh)

i LovE PhoToShoP!

I absolutely LOVE photoshop! i have had so much fun the past few weeks just playing around with different settings/colors/fonts and brushes... it has been so much fun. Here are some of the precious things i've done with the pictures of ben and i. I'm thinking about designing my own invitation. I'm really excited about it. :)

this was my first try... not as cute as the other two. but still fun.

This is a picture from Valentines Day 2010. precious right?
I wanted to post more, but i don't want to spoil my engagement pictures or my announcement. so... more to come. =]
Anyway, i'm super excited to finish taking engagement pictures this weekend, it's going to be fun. Ben is such a good sport to take hundreds of pictures with me. that's just one of the reasons he's amazing. I'm so excited to show everyone precious pictures of us. haha please don't throw up in your mouth. it's not going to be kissing or anything.. don't worry. haha well, all in all, photoshop is awesome. and i love it. the end. =] hope everyone has an AWESOME 3 day weekend! i'm sooo excited!

Party in August?? Plan Ahead :)

Hey Everyone.. Ben and I need your addresses... SOOOooo.. If you haven't filled this out yet, please do.

https://spreadsheets.google.com/viewform?formkey=dHUtMGhxbUxsUmx3OTN2a0VPbG5DX2c6MQ

Since Invites wont go out for a bit, and we know you all want to make travel plans to come to our parties ;) visit our wedding website for the info on dates, maps, registries, etc:

http://www.mywedding.com/benandnatalie

hope everything is going well in all of your lives. Thanks for all the love and support thus far. Hope you can share our special day(s) with us. :)
love, natalie & ben